Shattered
I am hurting mentally and physically.
People who've never been through a heartbreak can never comprehend why it also hurts physically.
Well that's why I'm here. To tell you that your heart feels like it's failing to pump blood. You know well it still does and you're still alive and breathing, but when the pain really gets you, it makes you clasp your chest, as if you're experiencing a mini heart attack. When you tell that organ to stop producing that sensation, only will make it much intense.
The pain gets worse when you look into a mirror. That reflection you see sends a wave of nausea in your stomach.
Speaking of that, I don't think I'm ready to be good enough for you, F.H.. I still have self-love issues that is going to be toxic for us in the long run. I need to overcome that before I present myself to the one I'll be trusting my body and soul to. Before that time comes, I want us to reconnect ourselves with our purpose-- to gain as much knowledge as we possibly can, build our faith and find our identity as believers. At our age right now, that should be our main priority. I hope you can agree on me with that.
Interrupted by a phone call. Kinda expected it to be you but it was one of the SAC people. Hahahah.
You best be replying my texts before this day ends or I'm gonna question our relationship so bad.
People who've never been through a heartbreak can never comprehend why it also hurts physically.
Well that's why I'm here. To tell you that your heart feels like it's failing to pump blood. You know well it still does and you're still alive and breathing, but when the pain really gets you, it makes you clasp your chest, as if you're experiencing a mini heart attack. When you tell that organ to stop producing that sensation, only will make it much intense.
The pain gets worse when you look into a mirror. That reflection you see sends a wave of nausea in your stomach.
Speaking of that, I don't think I'm ready to be good enough for you, F.H.. I still have self-love issues that is going to be toxic for us in the long run. I need to overcome that before I present myself to the one I'll be trusting my body and soul to. Before that time comes, I want us to reconnect ourselves with our purpose-- to gain as much knowledge as we possibly can, build our faith and find our identity as believers. At our age right now, that should be our main priority. I hope you can agree on me with that.
Interrupted by a phone call. Kinda expected it to be you but it was one of the SAC people. Hahahah.
You best be replying my texts before this day ends or I'm gonna question our relationship so bad.
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