Messy
Literally and figuratively: I am in a mess.
Literally, because I just got back in college and trying to settle myself down. Today was grocery shopping day, so I got a lot of foodstuff to store away. And I got some pilates equipment because I thought it was proper time that I start getting back into shape. I have no idea how much I weigh right now but if I were to guess it's probably 60 kg. So I bought a pair of 2 kg locengbodohs, a resistance band (a stretchy stretch of latex thingy) for you to pull, one toning whateverish that requires pushing and a set of workout clothes I got for cheap. If you're reading this, F.H., you're my motivation to maintain a sexy figure ;)
Figuratively, because I watched 4 movies in a span of less than 48 hours. I know most people out there might say "Ha! Amateur!" but you have to know that I rarely watch movies, per se, and I'm the type of person who'd yawn 20 minutes into the movie if it does not tickle my movie tastebuds. So as a result, whatever I've watched has 1) affected my thought process and 2) prevented me from being productive and 3) distanced my relationship with God and obviously the people around me. I haven't replied texts at all. I think I haven't bothered to check whatsapp for 23 hours already, so I might as well break the record for not replying texts for 24 hours for no reasonable reason at all.
I have to say though, F.H., that I miss you dearly. I wish we could do deep talks we always do just for a while. But currently the universe and space-time does not seem to allow us. As I'm wasting precious time for revision typing this stupid diary out you're probably racking your brain thinking of a way to prove a math equation. I wonder if there is ever a day passes that you haven't thought of me? Because that hasn't happened to me yet. The thought of you never fails to come to my mind even for fleeting moments throughout the day.
Sorry. That was too cheesy.
I have to say this again: I miss you! If we're still together the moment you're reading this come and say hi to me! ♥
Literally, because I just got back in college and trying to settle myself down. Today was grocery shopping day, so I got a lot of foodstuff to store away. And I got some pilates equipment because I thought it was proper time that I start getting back into shape. I have no idea how much I weigh right now but if I were to guess it's probably 60 kg. So I bought a pair of 2 kg locengbodohs, a resistance band (a stretchy stretch of latex thingy) for you to pull, one toning whateverish that requires pushing and a set of workout clothes I got for cheap. If you're reading this, F.H., you're my motivation to maintain a sexy figure ;)
Figuratively, because I watched 4 movies in a span of less than 48 hours. I know most people out there might say "Ha! Amateur!" but you have to know that I rarely watch movies, per se, and I'm the type of person who'd yawn 20 minutes into the movie if it does not tickle my movie tastebuds. So as a result, whatever I've watched has 1) affected my thought process and 2) prevented me from being productive and 3) distanced my relationship with God and obviously the people around me. I haven't replied texts at all. I think I haven't bothered to check whatsapp for 23 hours already, so I might as well break the record for not replying texts for 24 hours for no reasonable reason at all.
I have to say though, F.H., that I miss you dearly. I wish we could do deep talks we always do just for a while. But currently the universe and space-time does not seem to allow us. As I'm wasting precious time for revision typing this stupid diary out you're probably racking your brain thinking of a way to prove a math equation. I wonder if there is ever a day passes that you haven't thought of me? Because that hasn't happened to me yet. The thought of you never fails to come to my mind even for fleeting moments throughout the day.
Sorry. That was too cheesy.
I have to say this again: I miss you! If we're still together the moment you're reading this come and say hi to me! ♥
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